Losing Autumn finds itself in a precarious
position in the Diablo Valley College band room.
They get to play two songs to show what they've
got to three critical, note-scribbling professionals in the front
row, scrutinizing every note, look and riff. There will be no call
for an encore, nor time for fan adulation. They finish to
scattered applause from about a dozen fellow musicians,
representing five young East Bay rock bands, then get called on
the carpet.
They can't even hide behind their instruments.
DVC music teacher Steve Sage tells the three young musicians to
stow their gear and stand front and center. Guitarist Simon Taylor
abruptly steps to the mic, shaking his head, unhappy with his
playing.
"I don't know what I'm doing -- I'm
sorry," he says to the front row. "I mean, I just got my
cast off."
The room for sympathy is apparently down the
hall.
"Never apologize," says professional
musician and bandleader Carlos Reyes, kindly but firmly. "If
you blow it, fake it. It's how you come out of it that matters.
You are good," he pauses to smile. "Women want you. Men
fear you."
That's the goal, anyway. The little joke works,
relaxing the members of Losing Autumn, a pop-punk trio out of
Moraga's Campolindo High School, while Sage, Reyes and local pro
keyboardist Steve Roseman finish their assessments. Music is not
an easy business, and they won't sugarcoat it for anyone.
It's a week before Sunvalley mall begins its
"Battle of the Bands" competition, a four-week judged
competition involving five local bands, resulting in the final two
bands squaring off on Aug. 27. The five finalist bands were picked
by a panel of judges in May. Each member of the winning band gets
a $500 scholarship, which is nice but not why they're there.
What fuels the young musicians is what has
motivated aspiring rock 'n' rollers since Elvis shook his pelvis
to a screaming nation: love of music, the high of performing in
front of a crowd, and the idea of becoming famous. If it all works
out, the money would be nice, too.
But nobody's talking money in Sage's classroom.
If they tried, Sage would probably tell them to quiet down and
tune their instruments again. There's work to be done.
All five bands are here for a Battle of the
Bands dress rehearsal and some last-minute critiques at the hand
of Sage, who's acting as something of a rock mentor and adviser
for the five bands, which have gone through a series of sometimes
grueling sessions with Sage and his pair of guest music pros since
the May tryouts.
Sage, a longtime teacher and touring guitarist,
is an anomaly in both the world of teaching and of young garage
bands. His classes at DVC force musicians to go beyond mere
instruments when he has them form bands and play live before the
semester ends. He's also a friend to younger bands, who can come
take his classes at night and get college credit.
Well, maybe he doesn't always seem like their
friend.
"I don't want to hear your problems,"
Sage says to members of the band Convergence, one of whom
mentioned an amp problem before they started. "There's your
amp. Plug in, shut up, play. "
It seems harsh, but it's no different than what
a young rock band would hear from a veteran soundman at a busy
club. These kids might as well hear it now, because if they pursue
music as a career choice, they're going to hear it eventually, no
matter how good they are.
"It hasn't got any easier, and I've been in
Steve's class for two years," says Convergence drummer Anna
Kremenliev, 18, of Walnut Creek. "It's hard because you know
they're right. It's always hard when someone's being honest. When
you first hear it, it's discouraging. But then I think 'I'm really
lucky to have someone doing this.'"
When most young bands dream about making it big,
they don't necessarily know about small or uncaring audiences.
They don't contemplate equipment problems, or injuries, or being
out of tune. They don't always know that they're not playing
through the right amps.
But despite Sage's tough love, being in a young
band still means having big, big dreams -- before bills, families
and general reality force choices. It's about love of music and
the ironclad belief that long odds don't exist.
If band members don't believe it, they never
achieve it. These five bands -- Subcoma, Losing Autumn, Six Copper
Sanity, Yours Truly and Convergence
-- all possess the necessary faith and skill, which is why Sage
works with them.
"We always say that we love
performing," says Brian Bosen, singer and guitarist for
Antioch's Subcoma. "But if we never performed again, we'd
still play. The best thing about the professional help we're
getting is that even if we don't win (Battle of the Bands), we may
be discovered by an agent who likes us. So it's win-win."
"It's a way to get our feelings out,"
says Clark Abbott, guitarist for Yours Truly
and an El Sobrante resident. "We love to do it and if we do
get higher up the ladder and start selling CDs, it's the best job
in the world. We'll do anything. We just want to get our name out
there."
In an extreme example of having that necessary
faith, Convergence lost band members at the beginning of the
summer Battle of the Bands sessions, yet put together a completely
new lineup just days before the dress rehearsal. Predictably they
had problems, but nevertheless showed up and gritted out two songs
after only one rehearsal together. No regrets.
"I can't see doing anything else,"
says Kremenliev, who nevertheless starts UC Berkeley in the fall.
"It's always going to be music-related. I'm always going to
play drums."
At this point in young careers, college can be a
speed bump. Sage says he'd never discourage a musician from
getting an education; he just wishes some bands would stay closer
together.
Like Yours Truly,
whose bassist Ronnie Renfrow is headed for college in Southern
California on a full scholarship. Sage thinks the band, despite
its youth, is ready to go pro now. The hooks are tight, the
playing is strong, and the band understands stage presence. Yours
Truly is the most advanced of the five bands, yet its
members face a huge dilemma.
"I don't know what we're going to do about
(Renfrow's departure)," Abbott says. "We either got to
get another bassist, or figure something out."
That's another step in the learning process.
There are always outside forces tugging at a band's cohesiveness.
Members have to stick out their chins and keep going without
losing momentum.
Though he has a year to go at Walnut Creek's
Berean Christian High School, Clark Abbott's dad, Len, knows his
son won't be making similar decisions anytime soon, because he
simply knows his son. Not all parents are so understanding.
"Clark is not going to be an electrical
engineer," Len says. "Music is a gift. You know the
saying 'Your cards aren't worth anything unless you lay 'em down'?
The world is open to him and I say 'Go for it.'"
That's exactly what they're doing. All of them.